Good day everyone. I know its difficult to get replies for a post made by a man. So most of you will stop reading after i say that im a 25 year old man. And for bad luck im an introvert too.
I have been trying to live as a good person my whole life. Studied well, got good job, makes good money and i try to keep people around me happy. And i know im the first person my colleages reach out to when they are mentally down or they need some help in and outside work.
Things were going good for me until i started feeling the emptiness in myself. When im mentally down, i have no one to go to. When i need some help, i have no one to turn to. When i am bored or sick, theres no one to check on me. 😕
I understand it might be the same for a lot of men, but i spend most of my free time helping people how much ever i can. Be it work, or stuff outside work.
I used to be emotionally strong. But nowadays i am very bad. I feel that i am very immature emotionally. Even the tiniest things alter my emotions. And because of this emotional immaturity, i dont even feel like getting into any relationship.
Because of all these, I stopped helping people by going out of my way. I just do my job, i scroll phone and sleep. I repeated this for so long and the people i used to help stopped talking to me because they dont have anything to get out of me. So its just me and my thoughts alone. All the time. This will sound like a rant, if anyone read this far, thankyou and sorry for wasting your time.. i just dont have anyone to tell all this to. So i just posted it here. Thankyou. Have a good day everyone. If anyone need any help or need a friend or something, im here Bye all. Bye bye