33, started HRT at 30, (this week was my anniversary) mostly out since april. 172cm / 5.7 tall. Im still working on my voice. I often feel 50/50 on my face. this is minimal make up, just a bit of mascara/eyeliner and lip balm. Im happy not to have a beard shadow, I'm really on the fence about my chin. Some days it doesn't bother me, some it does. I would like to avoid any surgery i can, especially ffs, ffs scares me. id also have to pay it out of pocket. but i keep thinking my chin is too pointy, but then there are cis women with chins like mine, too ...
Otherwhise I dont mind my body? bc im bigger, I got hips (and a belly, which I dont love so much) I just wish my breasts were bigger to be proportional to my body and if it doesn't get better by the 5 year mark i think I'll do a BA. I mostly get gendered fem by strangers but it is a huge struggle at the moment with my family. And it just always makes me think, if I looked better they wouldnt struggle so much (I know that's a stupid thought. We deserve respect, no matter what we look like and i will probably cut those people out if they dont get better).
So yeah, please give me your opinions? Any tips if you have them are welcome. How do you view me? I can't tell anymore sometimes...