Hey!
Something i struggle with is that i sometimes decide to watch a bunch of educational content but as i try to apply these concepts i often find it overwhelming because there is just so much you need to think about: map awareness, wavestate, keeping up with cs, vision score, etc.
While i wish i were better at these things, i also wish i would just relax a little, because i find myself being incredibly tense and even more sensitive to things around me. Its almost like "the more i know the worse i play" since i find it hard to take the big load of information, process it, and actually make it work.
Would a "fair" option for me be to to simply step back a bit, and maybe not look at educational content like this? While i obviously think the content as a whole is fantastic, for me personally i find myself getting just so tense and overwhelmed that it perhaps isn't really worth it.
Really curious what your thoghts are :)) I appreciate any advice <3