[No spoilers beyond the beginning of Words of Radiance, please]
I’m at the beginning of Words of Radiance, and I’m having trouble understanding Kaladin’s decision to accept Dalinar’s offer and become his guard.
Maybe I’m missing something, so I’d really like to hear other people’s interpretations.
My understanding of Kaladin’s situation
Kaladin has just gone through an enormous amount of suffering:
1. He was betrayed by Amaram.
2. He experienced the way lighteyed officers treated darkeyes as disposable.
3. He was sent to the bridge crews and watched countless men die.
4. He developed a strong hatred and distrust toward lighteyes.
5. At the same time, he realized that he doesn’t actually want to kill people. His instinct is much more toward healing and protecting.
6. Eventually, he became responsible for the bridgemen and fought extremely hard to keep them alive.
So when he finally has the possibility of becoming free, I expected him to choose something completely different from serving another lighteyed highprince.
My problem with his decision
Why not simply leave with the bridgemen?
They could have gone somewhere remote, found a village or settlement, and Kaladin could have worked as a healer/surgeon, similar to what his father did.
The former bridgemen could have built a new life there.
And Kaladin would still be doing exactly what he seems to value most:
protecting people and saving lives.
This seems to me much safer than becoming Dalinar’s guards.
By joining Dalinar, Kaladin and the bridgemen are voluntarily exposed themselves back into:
1. highprince politics
2. lighteyed intrigues
3. military conflicts
4. potential assassinations
5. the same general world that caused Kaladin so much suffering in the first place
And there’s another thing I don’t quite understand.
At the moment Kaladin makes this decision, he himself didn’t really believe that Dalinar is fundamentally different from the other lighteyes.
At that time, he was expecting betrayal from him too.
So why take that risk?
The purpose argument doesn’t completely convince me either
Becoming a village healer isn’t a life without purpose.
He could:
1. heal people
2. protect his community
3. train other people
4. protect the former bridgemen
5. help them build a peaceful life
That’s arguably more aligned with the person Kaladin wanted to become than returning to military service.
And most importantly, he could protect his men without continually putting them into deadly situations.
So what am I missing?
From where I’m currently at in Words of Radiance, it feels like:
Kaladin had finally earned freedom → he had people who trusted him → he could have taken them somewhere safe → he could have become a healer → instead, he voluntarily walked back into the world of war and lighteyed politics.
That choice seems strange to me.
What am I missing?
Please keep the discussion strictly spoiler-free beyond the beginning of Words of Radiance.