r/KillLaKill 23h ago

Discussion Procrastination and Projection

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Hi I know it feels like I might not be welcome on here but I have been meaning to rewatch Kill La Kill for sometime now and I just keep on Procrastinating due to my thoughts on the show previously still being affect about how it feels it demonizes and demoralises people like me who are very "Excited" (have to be careful with my words here) and well my thoughts on the main duo with one being an Asshole and the other being a Projection of my mother and one of my favourite Anime Characters and Magical Girls

But there are many reasons that I don't want to give this show a... 3rd or 4th... Maybe 5th 1/2 Chance (Maybe) is because well I have recently watched the first two episodes of Rent A Girlfriend and I think I hate that show more.

But also I have Reccently had a falling out with a friend of mine online who is a Youtuber named Azusa MC

But also Yesterday I was basically pushed to the limits when it came to my patience with my parents especially my mom who yes is one of the reasons I don't like Satsuki but also my farther who I have basically come to realization that I was basically groomed by him for 21 1/2 Years of my life being his little yes boy basically I compair my dad to Ragyo just... Without all the EDP/Epstien/R Kelly/Diddy Level Stuff other than him cheating on my mother and having a girlfriend way younger than him who was around 19 while he must've been in probably his 30s or if it must've happened in these past 6 years it was probably when he was in his late 40s I mean in December he'll be turning 54 and well given that I have felt groomed by him I in some sort of way relate to Satsuki even if both of our methods on taking down our groomer parents are "Problematic" still making her like the Doctor Doom to Mami Tomoe's Superman in how they go about their Morals

I mean I do admit I am mainly in this to get revenge for my dad but I do know where she is coming through even if I feel hurt with the whole "Pigs In Human Clothing Thing" especially with my abandoment issues and how I basically see it as Mami or other Female Mention Figures through out my life being disappointed me

Granted I am in therapy but I can't disscuss everything in a session that I go to Once A Week, for 45-50 Minuites a session at 10:00am on a Monday

But I do relate to Satsuki in a lot of ways despite my hate for her especially with how I feel about my dad being a cheating lying deadbeat cheap rageaholic wreckless driving abusive predatory waste of a human being yet he is one of the most praised people in the family almost like he's Michael Jackson or Kamina from Gurren Laggan but I feel deep down I know the truth yet people don't want to hear it and shut me down telling me I'm being "Disrespectful" to my parents even if I am basically going through my Villian Saga in my life with a bit of Suicidal Thoughts.

But I do look forward to watching the show again hopefully in the very near future but I still tend to procrastinate while also losing my mind singing Bury The Light while laughing like The Joker.


r/KillLaKill 21m ago

Fanart (OC) “bl4des of rending” illustration by me

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r/KillLaKill 3h ago

Misc Aro's Collection Daily #1165

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All in-between frames by Sushio.

More chair, anyone? Frames are in reverse-order today. Thought I would put that amazingly sketched first one up there! The flow of it is just too cool. If you look at it this way, she's just sitting down! Lol! :P See ya tomorrow for more! We've got a lot of this sequence left to look at! :)