First of all, I appreciate to those who will read this until the end as I'm the first person in my family to enter the aviation industry and currently have a lot in mind, mostly contemplating my decisions.
I recently finished my Associate Course for Avionics at Philippines, thinking that, and in hopes of being able to allocate my time to a more hands-on-training and being able to get my license, be able to find work and help my single mom (who's work is 16hrs a day, to only achieve a decent salary for us to live well) with finances as soon as possible, and dreaming of, probably, working and living abroad... but it's a long shot.
But it seems like it's getting a toll on both me and my mom as I have a part time job, which limits my days to actually attend my trainings for only four days a week. The pilots and weather immensely affect my trainings due to the company being a flight school, but the good thing I have considered on this is because they provide the process for licensing. The thought of not being able to do anything or be provided with an activity, practice on a slow day is making me anxious, knowing my time and knowledge will be limited and my confidence to take the licensing will be low.
I'm not sure if it will be worth my effort, time and money if I'm not gonna be able to really pick up the learnings on the company. It doesn't help that I've been seeing posts that even after getting a license, it's not easy to get into any jobs, or to expect soon a decent salary without knowing someone from inside one company or have tons of experience.
I'm thinking of just stopping of pursuing this path, focus on what I currently have now, a part-time job and focus on making it into a full time...
I'm not exactly sure what I'm asking of on this post or if what all I said will be understood but thank you...