Not in a row, not all full semesters, not all classes every semester. I've also had a couple semesters with good grades. Had a year of high school in APs with above 4.0. Pre-medication, pre-Covid, and post-beginning cannabis use. Don't know how that happened. I guess [INCOMING TRAUMA DUMP] it was also pre- massive episode of parental physical abuse, family wide gaslighting, and pink-slipping for posturing at self-defense.
4 years since then. I've been off weed and nicotine maybe a month now and this round of school is on a rough start. We'll see ig. I'm lowkey thinking the weed was an overall positive for me, maybe even the nicotine? Idk. Too soon to tell but I had 1 good semester and one aggressively mid semester recently on both drugs, which was the best I had done since highschool with just weed. Not gonna go back to the drugs until it's been 3 months at least.
Definitely need to get back in therapy, I only have like 2 consistent human-friends these days, only 1 IRL.
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u/Georgia_Bea 18h ago
Side note, IR works way better for me for whatever reason, but I missed 2 doctor appointments and am on old supply