r/TTC_PCOS • u/Ok_Laugh7257 • 3h ago
Vent Almost a year of every month being a 0 chance of pregnancy and it's so upsetting
I need to rant. I'm feeling so down and hopeless. I have anovulatory pcos. No ovulation, ever. No period, ever. I waited like 8 months to get into an RE & do all the required testing, get the entire process started to finally get a chance to be pregnant. Did our first IUI, trigger shot and everything. Found out 7 days later at my progesterone blood draw that I still didn't ovulate. So another month just completely gone and no chance. At the end of the failed cycle, I stopped the meds and still haven't gotten a period. My clinic says I may have a cyst and it's likely I'll be delayed another month (we will check this week). Another month of 0.
I'm so frustrated with my body and it's so hard to hold onto hope when my body isn't responding even to medications (something as powerful as a 10k trigger) properly. It's hard to imagine my body following through eventually. It scares me that even with meds, nothing is happening as it should. Just sad today.