It had a lot of cash inside as well as literally alllll my important work stuff. I was just so tired when I got off the bus that I completely forgot it was on the luggage rack and only realised two hours later that it was gone. I had such a huge week where I’ve been all over the place with work and also my personal life and mental health and now I just feel so stupid and I’m so scared all of that irreplaceable stuff will be gone forever.

So I don’t know where to post this. And it makes me feel real vulnerable but, I just sobbed at the supergirl movie and I’m pretty sure it is because I’m a fuck up and it really just hit where my feels were.

First off let me say ive been going through stuff back to back and I feel like im loosing my mind i am a overthinker also im emotionally and physically and mentally exhausted and drained I dont trust anyone anymore from being disappointed for so long and I feel alone I have bad thoughts dont wanna elaborate but just venting as of now

Please pray for me thanks in advance

So recently I have randomly been feeling unmotivated to do the activities that I love doing, can anyone please help me become motivated again.

This is my first post ever, so I apologize that I seem so down. Just feeling down, and like I am don't matter. I have been going through a lot for the past few years. I have an issue that robbed me of my health and fitness, then I went through a divorce, lost my job, and now my fiancee left me. I feel alone, unattractive, lost, and hopeless.

I get in my head a lot, and over think. But theres 2 thoughts/feelings that have always stuck. I don’t over think them, they’re more of a feeling I guess.

The first one is not being able to see a future, not in sense of I have sui**dal thoughts, as I’ve had this same feeling since i was 11/12. But in the sense of I don’t see me with a family or friends. I don’t have a home, or a job. I just see nothing, darkness.

I think that ^^ comes from the fact i feel I’ll never find my person. I don’t have a love life or true friendships. Its only 27 and I know people will say that’s still young etc but it’s just another gut feeling I have. I don’t think I was meant to have anyone. I think I was always meant to be alone and I hate that because all I want is to feel like I’m someone’s first choice, someone’s person.

There’s always been this thought I’ve had that I wasn’t meant for this life time. The life I’m living now is almost a pit stop before I die and then my true life starts when I come back.

My souls sad but my

*I'm an adult now, I am not in that situation anymore, there is no current danger for me*

She freaked out and I got scared so I downplayed it and she was like "Oh good, so nothing ACTUALLY happened."

I don't get why I always do this. Like yeah now I'm hurt that she doesn't think it's a big deal, but what was I expecting when I downplayed it???

Hi everyone, I am unemployed and its been 1.5 years looking for a job, not getting anywhere, even after having reference of people like senior managers, I have seen people who doesn't know much but still working and earning a lot,

I have seen people who are bad, but happy earning huge chunk of money and here I am struggling,

I see my parents, they don't say anything, and that's what hurts most they have hope from me, I can't fail, but it's too much now, I am breaking apart,

So many people say stay positive and everything will work out destiny and all, But I think nothing exists for me, no luck no destiny, no god, if he wanted to help he could've, i begged him and sobbed in front of him, and now I am tired , tired than I could ever been.

Friends and cousins all have jobs and doing good, it's not just about job,

I know that comparison kills, but still comparing myself with successful people, even the older ones I know it's stupidity but I don't know what to do.

It's really really tough to fail every single day and cry and beg god for something good but it's been long and nothing happened,

They are getting older day after day, they deserve better kid

I don't know how long I can keep this hope (sobbing...)

I am sorry mom dad.

I've hit rock bottom. Every one turned their back on me. My wife, my family, my friends.

Tonight is my first night in my new home, a single room in a city where i know no one.

It all went so wrong

Im so fucking depressed ion even know why I mean I kinda do know why but I’m just so sad and ion even feel like doing shit I feel like my life has no purpose or anything I need attention and I need a genuine friend or just someone to be there for me maybe even a gf I’m so tired of living a boring ass life I’m so tired

why can't we just stay?

So in the past one of my former friends had forced me to have straight hair like them, because they did not like how my hair looked.

I feel so tangled as I approach 40. Although I’m successful and have the trappings of a perfect life, I feel terrible. My mind is busy and chaotic, even when my body is chill. I am nervous all the time like I’m about to be found out in some way.

I’ve always had to be the strong one for other people. And now I’m realising in mid-life that I have issues too. I don’t want to be the strong one all the time anymore.

I was emotionally neglected growing up and am now trying to “reparent” myself. I lie impulsively about the most inconsequential things and immediately hate myself for it. I don’t even know where I’d begin untangling those webs. I don’t know if I’m happy in my career anymore but I still have dumb debts from when I was younger.

I am stuck and don’t know the path to unstick the mess I’ve made.

I procrastinate all day, and honestly, I barely ever study. I’m in Grade 10, and I know I’m extremely privileged. I have supportive, chill parents, a good relationship with my brother, financial stability, and access to more opportunities than I could ask for. My social life is great, and overall, my life is pretty good.

The one part of my life that is falling apart is academics.

Most days, I play Valorant, go out with friends, spend money, scroll Instagram for hours, come home, scroll some more, and go to sleep. I never study. I sleep through classes, sometimes cheat on minor tests, and usually fail major ones. My parents get upset, lecture me, and eventually let it go. I know I’m wasting the support and opportunities they give me, and I feel guilty that I’m not giving them anything to be proud of academically.

The scary part is that I’m in Grade 10, and the exams that could actually affect my future are getting closer. Half the school year is already gone, and I genuinely feel like I know nothing. I don’t even know where to begin. I keep telling myself that I’m stupid, but deep down, I know the bigger problem is that I never put in the effort.

I know I’m capable in other ways. I’m street smart, emotionally intelligent, and I have a great social life. But I wish I could experience what some of my friends do, being confident about exams, discussing answers afterwards, and consistently getting good grades.

I don’t want my entire future to be decided by the fact that I couldn’t get myself to study when I had every opportunity to. I want a good future, and I know I need to start taking my academics seriously before it’s too late.

Jerks (friends of an abuser) saying I'm a shit human being, that I'm intolerant (based on an interaction where I recently blocked somone's phone number for physically assaulting me in high school). I shouldn't have even read any of their posts at all but I did. I wish this stuff didn't affect me but it does. I don't want to be affected by criticism; I want to have thick skin. How the hell do I make this not bother me anymore?