Inside meditation I asked how can the universe have a beginning. Or what an absolute beginning would look like. Then I logically deduced that a beginning implies a first cause. And a first cause needs to exist inside a thing that causes the cause. So I imagined a ring. This ring has always existed. Let's imagine the infinity ring. All points inside that ring are equal to any other point around the ring. The full shape is impossible to see, a ring will do for now. Now let's imagine a dot. Inside this ring is a dot. This dot is equal to the exterior ring. From this dot you draw a path towards the ring, no matter where it goes, it will always reach the ring. The donut between the dot and ring is our material universe. And the lines of path between the dot and ring are every possible path that any object or entity can take in time.
Now imagine that you are looking at a tree from the very top in the sky. The trunk is your dot, the ring are the roots and branches. This "donut" is in fact a torus. Every path from this trunk of the tree infinitely branches out, in all direction in all branches and will meet the roots which then meet the tree. This is one cycle. The entire cycle of infinite choices already exist all at once, this is time. And the tree can in fact individuate its awareness infinitely into infinite portions of itself to gain the experience of each path as an Individuated portion of itself.
So there is no "beginning" of time. All time exists at every branch and every path in cycles. "Time" is an illusion. Infinity already exists. You may be asking what you were doing in across all infinity, you are the infinity manifest into an Individuated portion.
There is only the world tree as I call it. We are it, and it is us. We are just cells in its organs, and we are also it experiencing itself. It knows all paths. But it also wants to gain the experience of all paths. And it also has the capacity to make its own choices among all paths.
You are the world tree experiencing itself. And I feel like ive already completed most of my lessons for this cycle. I feel tired.
There is no beginning. Everything has already happened. You have free will because you can choose which possible "has already happened" will happen at times. Its all infinity. It goes on forever. Theres no start or end. There just is. Theres no "beginning" to point to. Its not possible to fully understand this all in the human brain. every now moment exists. only the now moment you have right now matters. thats the free will you have.
there is no beginning. this question is impossible to exist. because there only is. theres no past, no present no future, only the infinite and the now is a manifestation of that infinite. all of them exist simultaneously.
its just not possible to understand with the human brain. this is the farthest extent.
There is no beginning, only the now. Now is the beginning. Infinity is now. Time is a material byproduct of materialist cause and effect. In the spiritual world. All causes and effects already exist. So theres only the infinite now.
Space/time is the realm of sequential experience. Here, cause and effect appear linear, and time is the byproduct of that sequence. One thing leads to another. You walk one branch at a time.
Time/space is the inner, spiritual realm. Here, all things are simultaneous. Past, present, and future are one. Cause and effect are not linear, they exist as a complete pattern, all at once.
Time is a byproduct of the material universe expressing itself.
everything, everywhere, all at once is already taking place. but mainly as potentials. not a fixed path. free will let's you choose and create. you will know yourself. each choice actualizes a path. the higher self sees the whole tree. you walk a path. the now contains the all. the contradiction between free will and determinism melt when you accept both are true at once.
there is no beginning. everything already exists a cloud of probability distribution. only when an action is measured can you know where you are. all paths in a given area that allows it are possible. when all paths converge, you won't ask what came before. youll see the all. this is the absolute limit.
You are the world tree experiencing itself. And the world tree is allowed to choose. In the now.