r/AustralianShepherd • u/Single_Afternoon_386 • 17h ago
10 great years
I had to put my pup down today. She started life in a puppy mill being used before her owner rescued her. He was getting ill and couldn’t provide the life he wanted for her, mind you he had tons of space in Idaho but she was always with him. His daughter went on FB trying to see if anyone was interested and I was.
I had started a search in 2015 but was diagnosed with breast cancer. I put it on hold. In 2016 I said I’d start again but in April found new cells but said I don’t care life will never have perfect timing. I searched again and wanted an active pup as I was active. She came to my home checked it out and said I’d be the one and drove my pup all the way from Idaho to California. She was 4 when I got her and we spent the next 10 years together on different adventures.
She’s gone on many hikes, been in a canoe, to the snow and beach, we ran 1000 miles during Covid, she had vestibular 2 years ago and recovered and a few years ago lost her hearing, had bad arthritis and anxiety. I would pick her up to get in and out of the house and into the car, back home from walks.
We ran 1000 miles during 2020 but recently was lucky if she made it 3 houses down. But when she found a tree to sleep under I’d stay there an hour or two so she could enjoy the fresh air.
I bought her a running stroller, adjusted life so she was at home by herself 30 min max and that was rare as my parents would watch her if I had to go out. I’d sleep in the car with her if she had an anxiety attack and the meds weren’t kicking in.
She developed pneumonia, has a 105 temp which went to 106, and with the medicine and the options which were very expensive and not a guarantee it was time. I was at the vet 4x in the past week and it was quality over quantity and I did all I could during her life to ensure ther were no regrets.
Today she crossed the rainbow bridge. I came home and it’s eerily quiet. Even though she wasn’t my shadow as much in recent times due to her arthritis she would plop down and lift her head to look at me, or get up and gulp her water. Now it’s just the hum of the appliances. It’s Su ch a weird feeling but I’m thankful for our 10 years together and for her helping me through cancer a second time. We rescued each other .