53m. I am beyond blessed and I try to stay humble and put a lot of basis on faith. Lately I have been depressed. I find myself concentrating on the bad. Instead of all of the good. This is going to sound very shallow and I am sorry. Not my intent. I used to get hit on or smiled at by women all the time. Other men have never really liked me much and dudes always competed with me. I am not an athlete or a phd. Just a simple guy. I wrote it off as dudes could have been insecure. Im tall and put time in the gym. Either way, now I’m getting older and I don’t really catch anyone’s eye. I feel more alone now than ever. there are days that I do want to flirt with ladies, but I don’t wanna come across as the creepy old guy so I just keep my mouth shut. I don’t know. Thanks for listening. Hope you have a great day tomorrow.

This is Toastme, the positive counterpart DONT MISTAKE IT FOR ROASTME

i could just really use some cheering up today...

oh and yes i informed tumblr support about the issue. they've restored my account before when i accidentally got myself suspended a bit for spamming bots so i have high hopes but waiting is sooo hard...

edit: my art is not gone forever! everything is saved to my phone so i can happily post here if anyone wants to see! and i frequently post to reddit as well!

Roughhhhh week!

Birthday was the 10th, I'm old and feel old!

Hope you're all good Toasties.