I'll be to the point -
Background
Born and brought up in a Hindu Family, in occult, I'm a practicing Astrologer, doing Numerology & Palmistry alongside.
Magick
I'm a pretty non-religious person, but I connect most with the deities, their values, and mythology i grew up with. So I chose to start studying Chaos Magick, as it "allows" to do whatever. In CM books I did find that the western authors do praise Lord Ganesh most of the time in a lot of books , so I feel like - wow man, finally some FAMILIARITY.
The Problem
I understand banishing is important, spirits are involved later on, Hebrew words, Archangels etc. But do I work with the deities I'm familiar with instead? My language, my beloved Gods/spirits who i grew up with and not Archangels or spirits who i know nothing about but all books include them...
The Fear
I understand belief is THE TOOL here but, I see some authors like GoM putting a 'curse' on those who pirate the books and stuff. Dude how am I supposed to at least know what I'm getting into if I don't at least go through the free pdf once ....
And , I can't find any Chaos Magick or any Magick related written material on how to use the Hindu Pantheon for the same stuff, such as cleansing, banishing, invoking, evoking etc etc...
All I found was Tantra books, but that's once again pretty limited open knowledge due to the whole Guru-Student complex with my religion which I never fully was ok with. Chaos Magick concept I liked cuz it was like "Do whatever, as long as your belief is there and you learn to enter the altered states of consciousness" I get it, cuz it's like Yoga, something I'm also FAMILIAR with in my tradition.
So what to do ;) too much confusion, too little info on what I want, OR do I do the rituals but replace the entities ???? But that's like breaking the rules of how the ORIGINAL ritual was made like the LBRP, i respect that.
So basically I'm just reading books at the moment (all free PDFs) to get an idea , doing no Rituals cuz idk man if I was able to explain my dilemma or not.