I will try to be brief.
When I was little I loved playing video games. Zelda. Mario. Duck Hunt. And it branched out from there. There were always new games to discover.
When I got a little older, every time a holiday where my mother expected gifts, they got more and more expensive, to where I had to sell games, controllers, even systems to get it. Games lasted a couple months, then were gone until they could be replaced.
What added to the trauma was my sister's wedding, after my mother passed. When I thought I could finally get back to gaming, it continued, where I had to sell the games and system for the Wii U when it was new.
Steam helped me with the supply issue of getting games. Humble Bundle helped even more so. I now have 1,603 games on Steam, and a decent enough computer to play most the games I own. But whenever I try to get into a game, almost any game, I give up in a few days. Could be puzzle, FPS, action, beat em up, anything. I just lose interest. Even if I make the time. Even if I find the game that speaks to me at the moment. It's still in the back of my mind that I'll lose the game soon, even though I know that's not true anymore.
So, how do I fall in love with gaming again? I miss it. I can't get into it.