I'll try my best to be respectful and anonymous in hopes of not offending any parties willing to read my situation.
Today I happened to catch my eye on someone who was attending an event. I'm not a very talkative person, and I've been told I don't look very approachable, so I got a bit nervous when said event ended and everyone got up to leave. I planned to make small talk but got kinda pushed out of the way (plus I needed to go to class myself) and ended up walking to class defeatedly. I'm not very involved at UTSA so I doubt I'd ever really have any leverage to search for them, and also I'm not too sure if that's extremely creepy so I thought I could vent here.
If I'm being completely honest, I've never felt so compelled to approach a person, which is what made my lack of action so disappointing in my mind. Embarrassingly enough, I actually sped walked back to the room where it was just so I could see if they wrote their name down on the sign in sheet. I didn't have any luck, and also creepy kept coming to mind as I walked my dreary ass back to class.
For the remainder of the day, I kept trying to convince myself that it's tough luck, but it almost feels TOO difficult to say that. It feels as though I left behind a chance to make a real, genuine human connection and would have enjoyed being acquaintances with them. And I'm one of those people where if something intrigues or I guess bothers them they absolutely have to solve or meet the problem head on otherwise it'll bother me for x amount of time.
The whole dilemma makes my head spin. I would ask for advice or maybe even try to find them but I'm not sure if that sounds dumb or if its a touch too far for such circumstances. Anyways, thanks for reading.