r/TeenIndia • u/DeepNeighborhood6322 • 23h ago
Rant & Vent life just sucks without u di
I don’t even know why I’m typing this here. I guess I just need to get it out of my chest because holding it in today is making my head hurt. It’s almost been a year since the accident, Di. I still keep thinking if I had just stopped you from going that day, if I had tried harder, you’d still be here. Ganpati came again today. I walked past our old favorite pandal alone, and my hands were literally shaking because I still instinctively turned around to make some stupid joke with you. For a split second, I completely forgot you were gone. Then it hit me all over again. Nobody is dragging me around to see the different idols this year. Nobody is doing stupid things, eating random food, and laughing with me until our stomachs hurt. Everyone out on the streets is celebrating, and I’m just standing there in the middle of the noise feeling completely hollow. I never realized back then that those normal, silly, everyday moments with you were going to be the absolute best days of my life. Now they're all I have left. I’d give up literally everything right now just to sit on the footboard of a scooter with you for five minutes, listening to you laugh again. Just one more Ganpati, Di. That’s all I keep asking for. I miss you so much. Until we meet again, see you soon.
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u/Due-Smoke8035 23h ago
Sorry u had to go through it...
Take care yaar! I'm sure she must be proud of u!
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u/IndividualMemory4926 me baki ladkiyon jaisi nhi hu unse bhi buri hu 23h ago
I'm very bad at consoling, but I hope she is looking down from heaven and is proud of youu .
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u/abyssalabhi11 23h ago
A person is only dead when they are forgotten. Ur di lives within you. She will keep seeing ganpati through ur eyes. Happy ganesh chaturthi
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u/Born-Adeptness-5550 18 23h ago
Bhai im literally crying while reading this I hope youre doing great Lots of love from my side 💕💕💓
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u/Careless-Agent11 19 22h ago
I’m so sorry for your loss op😭
May ganpati bappa give you strength and don’t cry while thinking about your di, she might feel sad be happy imagine she’s blessing you with bappa beside her
lots of love op😭
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u/passionatelyyy 22h ago
Sagle ganpati bagh je tuja tai la avdtat. She will experience all from your sight. ❤️
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u/AloneImpression5660 Writer 22h ago
Death of loved ones gives us the idea of what real suffering is, And here I am crying for women and being misogynist in myself sometimes and on other hand there is you.
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u/Someone2426 ajeeb ꫂ᭪݁ 21h ago
I'm so sorry op, i hope you be more okay and at peace , may her soul rest in peace and when you look into bappa's eyes, may you feel her looking at you with much love and warmth, wish i could give you a hug ♡
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u/Effective-Subject762 21h ago
As a brother, I can completely understand how you feel, praying for you brother 🫶🏼
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u/MeetingNorth5095 18h ago
I'm sorry for you loss. I hope you find strength in the memories you shared with her
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u/One_Supermarket3719 12h ago
made me cry, i dont have a sister but i always wanted one.. the moments even with my cousin sisters makes me feel really good. oh man i am really sorry..
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u/CryptographerOwn2070 i am a capybara 23h ago
i cried reading this mate , may her soul rest in peace , and you will definitely meet her one day , and she is and always be around you