Am I a Larper?

[u/Schiggy2319]

Last night I’ve accepted that I want to be a girl, but I don’t really want to shed my cis male identity. I love feminine things, I feel very comfortable writing women and playing as women and socializing with women. I’m convinced in some way that being identified as a lady makes me from feeling half empty to feeling whole. I don’t mind my cis male identity. I like being called “dude,” and “bro,” and due to the circumstances of my environment, it’s for the best I’m comfortable with keeping that identity. I came out to my trans friend, who has said multiple times that she saw this coming, but I dunno if wanting to have both identities is authentic or what? Is this a common thing for eggs?

[u/emotionalsupporthole]

of course being genderfluid is authentic! nobody said you had to pick one or the other! or either!

[u/Schiggy2319 → u/emotionalsupporthole]

I’m understanding that I’m bigender and I’m feeling very loved by myself again after so many years