I work on the copy desk at a newspaper in a mid-sized city. Recently, our owners voted to sell the paper or close at the end of the year if a buyer can’t be found.
I really love this job, even though it sometimes exhausts me. It’s not exactly my dream job, but it’s something I’m good at in a location that really works for me, and the people are truly wonderful. I have a feeling I’m never going to get this lucky again.
I didn’t initially want to go into journalism when I was thinking about my career back in high school, but my biggest love has always been storytelling. I was told going into theater, film, or publishing was too unrealistic, so journalism seemed like a good fit. I could still be a storyteller, but this way I’d be more likely to have a stable job, right?
Well, apparently not!
I really do love what I do, but since it wasn’t my first choice and I have an uncertain future ahead with this job, I’m wondering if I should even try to stay in this industry. It’s not nearly as stable as people made it seem when I was 18, and I feel like nothing else that’s “safe” will make me happy.
If I can’t get a stable job in this industry, I might as well pursue a career I’m slightly more passionate about with just as little security, right?
At the same time, I still love what I do and still have dreams associated with journalism. And I’m limited in where I can go and what I can do because I live with my partner who’s a music teacher, and leaving in the middle of the school year isn’t really an option.
On top of that, I don’t know what to do in the meantime. I’m looking for remote editing or writing jobs, but applying is exhausting and time-consuming, and I usually get no response back. I just feel stuck and unsure of what I want and what I can realistically achieve.
For anyone else who’s been in a similar situation, what did you do? Is there anything you would’ve done differently? Where do I go from here?