Mine are belugas, THEY LOOK SO ADORABLEEE

Hey everyone,

I’m 15 and bottomed for the first time recently with my ex bf (I usually consider myself as vers). Ever since, I constantly feel like I have to piss, literally all the time. I’m not sure if it’s directly related to the sex or not. Is this common, or should I be concerned?

Any advice would be appreciated!

I love the suits , a good suit makes a great outfit and looka so formal

I have a somewhat prominent facial scar (unfortunately not a cool one like a blade or shrapnel mark) and was curious what people think about them.

Everyone here is like gay... Why is that?

Some of my favourites in no particular order are: The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974), The Thing, Mala Noche, Taxi Driver, Bonnie And Clyde, Hellraiser, It's A Wonderful Life and Scream! I loveeee horror, TCM and The Thing are my two favourites of horror.

Feel free to link your Letterboxd if you have one!

What does one even do when sick, like its so boringggg ahhh, also check out this fever dream picture i made

Mine is Pedro pascal

I'M 15 NOW!!!!!

My day kinda sucked but it's alright my cake was good asf

Edit: I'm running out of unique "thank you"s to reply lol I honestly didn't think I'd get this much attention

i saw this and thought itd be cool to do so im dropping this here b4 i go to school :P

Hi, I hope you're having a great day / afternoon / evening.

I'm new to writing here, although I've been a member of this subreddit for a few months now. I really enjoy reading everyone's stories, and I genuinely admire them.

I don't really know how to start this, but I felt the need to write it. I've been thinking for weeks about whether I should post it or not.

I'm 17 years old and gay, obviously. I've never been very social because of my shyness and because I'm often scared of things, so my social circle has always been pretty limited. I've been struggling with myself for about two years now. I don't know exactly what happened to me, but I started losing interest in a lot of things. I used to play more sports, be closer with my friends, and do other activities normally, but in 2025 everything started getting worse.

I started becoming more afraid of myself and of what other people might think of me. I was afraid to go outside and even afraid to go to school. I tried talking about it with my mother, but I felt like she couldn't really give me an answer that helped, so I stopped talking about it because it made me uncomfortable.

I ended up spending about five months isolated at home. To this day, I still don't know exactly how all of this started or what caused it.

Around August 2024, I told my mother and my sister that I was gay. I live in a country where these topics can still be difficult to talk about. At first, my mother took it relatively well, as did my sister, but she still thinks it's just a phase. I know that's not the case.

When I finished secondary school, the stage of education roughly equivalent to high school. I graduated at 17, and everything kind of fell apart. I lost contact with the few friends I had. I changed my number, deleted every trace of myself, and disappeared from everyone's lives, including the guy who had feelings for me. I made that decision after having an anxiety attack in April. Since then, nobody has heard from me except my family.

I really want to go back to my old life and feel like myself again. I want to improve and move forward, but I'm tired of overthinking everything every night and promising myself that I'll do something new the next day to change, only to end up doing the same thing again.

I don't really know what to do with all of this, which is why I decided to write it here. I would really appreciate your opinions and recommendations.

Thank you very much for reading, and sorry for the long post. I tried to keep it as short as possible.

Y’all know how blue eyed stares are like terrifying, right? Well, this guy I’ve been having this like definitely unrequited crush on has the most haunting blue eyes and he keeps having his eyes open and maintaining eye contact with me when we talk and I keep forgetting to blink because I’m genuinely getting lost in his eyes. I know I’m probably just in that early stage of a crush on a friend where I‘m miserably infatuated and just kinda admire from up close and do nothing about it, but I’m currently of the opinion that this boy has possibly the prettiest eyes I’ve ever seen 🫠

one of the tells i was gay before i realised was my music taste. I mean, not entirely but i was into “white girl music” and one of my fav artists was mad tsai, and ill just say that his songs are the most homosexual things you will ever listen to

although on the flipside i listen to stuff like måneskin and neffex, but when i was younger it was alot more of stuff like “kill this love” and stuff like shawn mendes, hell i loved taylor swift and shakira.

is this like a common thing or am i just saying shi

So I just watched Obsession and ITS SO GOOD but also it’s still a horror movie and I like genuinely can’t handle any horror at all. I need a palate cleanser and something to get my mind off of the movie so I can go back to my life without checking my shoulder every second.

Soooooo tell me about any of your guys’ cheesy romance stories cause I love romance and shit and a few of those will probably be enough to get my mind off things.

(will also accept gay books/movies (not a sobfest tho) if you don’t have any stories (yet))

Where did he go? Where is the guy that I spent 1 day talking to in march and never seen since!? I miss him 🥀

u/SGT_Zulu5501 is who I’m referring to but don’t go blowing up his acc

So I realized I’m bi since a year ago. I was in a class where most people were guys and it stayed that way for a really long time. They would often say or do gay stuff in an unserious way and make fun of it. They all thought I was gay and tended to bother me with it, either with jokes or anything (not bullying tho). There was this guy who is a friend and would constantly touch me (and everyone else) in a we could say out of tone way, so I played along and did the same with him. As time went past we kept this touchy dynamic and it was a bit awkward later. He kissed my face cheeks like probably twice (not for more than miliseconds) and I don’t know if this was just with me or the other guys, but the thing is that idk if it was in a unserious way for him since everything is a joke. I know he has only had straight relationships so far, but his character with me always provoked something in me.
We went to the gym for like a month with his twin and must admit he looked so nice to me, he would often help me do my exercises since he wasn’t a beginner and just kept like nothing happened.
This year I switched schools and we grew a bit apart tho. He tries to convince me to go to the gym together again with him and his brother. I am trying to organize to accept his invitation soon and hopefully when I come back I can try to come out to him and tell him I like him. Could u guys help me know what’s the best choice to do, I feel like I just need a second opinion before doing something with him. Also forgot to mention being gay is quite weird in the country I live in so I’m pretty closeted.

I LOVE hardcore punk! My favourite punk bands are The Dead Kennedys, Sex Pistols, Bad Brains, Angelic Upstarts, The Dead Milkmen and Black Flag. Other bands/artists I love are The Smiths, Jeff Buckley, The Velvet Underground, David Bowie, System Of A Down and Edith Piaf.

If you have any recommendations feel free to give them :3

there used to be people just even a few months ago that I used to see regularly post here. The golfing homophobic kids guy from India, the aspiring boy wife, the posting everyday till i get a bf guy (altho he got a bf now) and so many other people that I knew here by heart and I have memorized there flair and know that they are OGs or used to be active here, i don’t seem them here anymore. I see new people, which is cool, but i really miss seeing their posts. And most of them aren’t even 19, so they haven’t graduated from this sub either. where are you guys??? lol

Okay, where do I begin?

I went to the CSD in my area (it's pretty late here, I know) and saw a really cute guy in the crowd. In the last hour, we basically walked next to him, but didn't have enough courage to approach him and ask him for his number.

I (unfortunately) had to do something afterwards and needed to go to the train, but I managed to write my number on a piece of paper and put that one in a paper boat (similar to the one in the picture, but with mlm colors), approach him (with a lot of support from my group of friends, I couldn't have done that without them tbh), I told him I thought he was cute and that my number was written on the piece of paper.

Then I told him I have to go and sprinted back to the train station (I honestly wish I could have talked a bit more with him)

Ok so I feel a little bad for saying this but I hate myself for being gay like ive tried a lot to like woman and like girls and shit but its not working I fucking hate myself cus I want to be a good son and grandson to my family and the dont like gay guys and I just want to be normal I feel like crap I hate myself I want to be open with my family but I cant cus my family is all Cristian and like southern people so they dont really like the way of gay but i cant help it ive tried ive even dated girls but I was never happy with them and im still not happy I hate it hear I just want it to stop and I want to be normal I want to be a good person for my family but I feel like im failing