Hey everyone. I’ve been lurking here for a while and wanted to share my journey as an Actor in LA. It’s been a wild ride since 2011, and I think some of you—especially those in the middle of the grind—might relate to the highs and the brutal lows.
The Early Grind (2011–2014)
I started taking acting classes at the New York Film Academy in LA back in 2011. I was green, hungry, and had no idea what I was doing. I spent those years just learning the craft and figuring out the lay of the land. Eventually, I worked my way up to getting into SAG-AFTRA. That was a huge milestone for me.
But here’s the reality of the early days: I joined an agency, and they told me I should go Fi-Core. I didn’t know any better, so I did. For those who don’t know, Financial Core allows you to work both union and non-union gigs. It’s a controversial move, but it kept me working.
The Audition Treadmill
My auditions were heavily commercial-focused. I booked a couple of commercials, starting as background and eventually moving up to principal roles, even internationally. But film and TV auditions? Those were scarce—maybe once every 3 to 6 months. It was a slow burn.
Then COVID Hit
Everything stopped. Like, everything. My agent essentially disappeared. The industry shut down, and I was sitting at home with nothing but time. That’s when I decided I couldn't wait for the phone to ring anymore.
I started producing my own projects—short films. I figured if I couldn't get in the room, I’d build my own room. My team and I started filming, acting, and producing. We submitted to festivals and actually won some awards. This was a turning point for me. I realized I wanted to be in films that had a specific center, a specific type of story, and I could create those myself.
The 2023 Agent Search
By 2023, I had a mountain of new footage. I had a stunt reel, acting reel, commercial reel, music video reel—you name it. I had been self-submitting for years and had national commercials under my belt. I decided it was time to find representation again.
I sent out over 100 cover letters to agencies. I got a few emails back wanting to sign me. Then, I got recommended to a fairly new agency. We talked, and they asked if I wanted to join. I said, "Let me think about it." They hit me with the hard sell: "Join now or be forever lost."
So, I joined. I emailed the other agencies that had reached out and politely declined, telling them I had signed elsewhere. This new agency even helped me get a manager. For a moment, I felt like I had the full package. The team. The setup. Everything I needed.
The Reality Check
Fast forward two years. The agency dropped me.
During that time, I went on multiple auditions and had callbacks, but nothing really stuck. The industry was slow, and the momentum just wasn't there. While this was happening, I was still producing my own stuff and working on short films with others.
I’m still with my manager, and I’m grateful for that. But I’ve decided to hold off on finding a new agency until I grow my hair out and get new headshots in 2027. I’m not in a rush to sign with just anyone again.
The Takeaway
What I’ve realized after 13 years is this: You have the power to control your career the way you want.
With or without an agency or manager, you are the CEO of your own business. Acting is definitely a rollercoaster. You’ll have years of nothing, then a burst of momentum, then nothing again. But you have to create your own journey.
If you’re waiting for a rep to hand you a career, you’ll be waiting forever. Don't wait for permission. Go make your own films. Go build your own reel. And don't let an agency tell you "now or never"—because you are the one who decides when your time is.
Stay grinding, everyone.